Aug 16, 2016 I feel like the darkness needs me but when its pitch dark the shapes come and along with the shapes r colorful colors and then they move and move... and move.... and move....... they get closer... they get so vivid, i look at it and it gets creepy...and dark....and scary...... IM GOING f---ing NUTS AM I THE ONYL f---er WHOS TRIPPIN BALLS IN DARKNESS??????? IT MIGHT BE ALL THE SHROOMS AND ACID IVE DONE BUT HEY IM SOBER AND IF IT IS THE CAUSE THEN RIP. im bout to pull a slim shady and pop sleepin pills like tylenolzzzzzzzzz
Aug 16, 2016 Please for your sake stop Idk how old you are but PLEASE try and hear me out when I say it will only bite you in the a--- I use to tell everyone to piss off they don't know what I can handle and they don't know me so I can't blame you if you do the same some things you gotta learn the hard way to get. I've been through it man I was literally FORCED into an inpatient detox program where I was woken up every couple hours through the night and bothered all day every day with shots and pills to reverse the alcohol withdraw effects so I didn't have seizures dude I'm not even old enough to buy alcohol. Maybe you don't even drink but believe me I was never JUST drinking. I've done some scummy a--- s--- just to support coke habits and have enough money to do whatever I wanted I've lost jobs because I was coked out and punched out a coworkers apartment window id go to work drunk and dead serious IM LUCKY most people who do what I've done don't get so many breaks I STILL managed to get jobs to support myself more than needed be completely independent but I know people not as lucky my biggest break was not falling in heroin like a lot of my old friends cause that's a hole you can't dig out of. I'm rambling but the moral is ANYTHING will lead to worse problems if you don't watch yourself believe me I use to be just be on that nah I just smoke bro s--- too and then I kept testing myself until I had a coke habit and couldn't stop drinking AND MY DUMBASS STILL DIDNT GET IT A few months back I fell right back into drinking at least this time I was smart enough to make it a majority beer and not Hennessey 5ths daily. I just got arrested had to pay $500 plus in bail and now gotta focus on lawyer fees to get this off my record......safe to say lesson learned this my 4th day COMPLETELY sober not even weed and I'm not looking back I just hope you don't learn in as hard of a way THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH CONTROLLED MODERATION but based on your post and overall vibe you're as at risk as anyone.
Aug 16, 2016 i used to eat like 10 g3722s and drink all night on them when i in high school, then i tripped like every weekend one summer during highschool, ive done like 500 dollars worth of coke in one night with one other person, i used to snort like 120 mgs of oxycodone to get f----- up, ill eat like literally thousands of milligrams of edibles and wont feel s---... i used to go hard i guess some people would say i still do, i was chillin with this b---- at goldspike and i ate a xan and three perc 10s when i walked in there, had a couple drinks and i was the one that wound up driving lol she had a half of xan and 2 drinks and was mind boggled that i was still coherent, meanwhile she was shitfaced edit hahaha i just remembered this, lol she in fact was so shitfaced she came back to my crib and wanted to snort a bar, so i was like iight ill break it up, by the time i had the bag of xans out, she was assed out, so i took some. lol im a douchebag, at least i didnt date r--- her tho
Aug 17, 2016 Seeing vivid colours in the dark is a common symptom of late stage malignant brain tumour
