May 19, 2015 Nah she needs me, ya feel? "I give her that good d-ck Long d-ck dictionary" -Travis Scott
May 19, 2015 Takes a man to admit that. Not that it's anything to be ashamed of but it definitely takes alot of bravery and love for ones self not to hide from everyone knowing that things might change drastically. I hope your mom comes around at some point.
May 19, 2015 or someone who cant really speak english doing a good job of getting across the fact that we all have the capability to imagine up some pretty messed up s---. sidenote: i started doing this thing when i was a kid where if a thought was too disturbing or annoying or i just didnt want it in my head i literally tried to imagine that my mind was a sketch pad, and in the top left corner was a trash bin. and that i could crumple up the page, rip it out, and throw it in the trash bin thats on the next blank white page (in the top left corner). sometimes id have to do that like a few times in a row cause when you're really stuck on a thought it just keeps popping up immediately lol still do that sometimes lol, but i have more control over my thoughts now vs when i was like 10 lol so i dont do that as much. but safe to say I know that place @Jimmy was talking about
May 19, 2015 she's very odd. a lot of her beliefs run contrary to her as a person and she claims to be supportive, and we can have normal convos about things like it generally... but then there will be the random, unintentionally hateful/emotionally scarring off the cuff remark, and it's upsetting as f---
May 19, 2015 Sounds like my mom. I'm 28 years old and I've hated her for most of my life bc of how she is but I've slowly learned that in order for me to have a relationship with her it has to be at a distance. We can talk about somethings and there's times where I have to tell her to stop or I'm going to have to leave or hang up. Basically it took me to Guage her as her own unique person and accept her for who she is and try to work with it Otherwise I wouldn't have any kind of relationship with her. I don't always like how she responds to me or treats me and I don't have to deal with it but there are ways to Co exist and if you love her then it's worth giving it a shot
May 19, 2015 exactly, sometimes I think about how would it be if I punch the person next to me in the bus (for example), but I think about worse s--- than that, and everyone does, I know that, but not everyone wants to talk about it