Jul 9, 2016 Think about it, I make more premature and stupid decisions than any other person out there. I can't make a decent album to save my life (all of them are amatuerish) and I can't seem to find a stable career choice. Maybe it's because of my autism, maybe it's because of the way I was raised; don't know... All I know is that I can't do anything right. One time I'm on top and the next I want more and because I want more I end up losing it all. Funny right? Not funny to me, I have lost many things because my pipe dreams made me make stupid decisions. All I can do is good ideas but the execution isn't there because I can't execute things well. It's hard to be me, when you've been raised by a mother who doesn't know anything and a father who's overworked. I'm seriously thinking about ending it all, just... I don't know what else to do. My mixtapes/albums s---. I can't produce for s---, I can't rap for s--- and I sound like Michael Jackson just got ran over by a rat... I really, really, really don't know what to do here; help?
Jul 9, 2016 Youre like 24 right? At this point you cant blame your parents... You've had 6 years. Instead of dwelling on it the least you can do is try and improve someway everyday. Learn something make a new friend make new music do something progressive. Your life is 100% in your control I swear. Even if you think you cant do s--- when that first domino falls its an effect. The domino effect.
Jul 9, 2016 Just get a job and keep yourself occupied with work. It might sound weird, but if you are working 24/7 you don't have time to think about whether your life sucks or not. Don't k--- yourself you idiot, at least do something fun/irrational/crazy like become a d--- dealer before you try "ending it all". Or I dunno, can you play the "poor me" card somewhere and get like government payments for having autism? Otherwise you could take a break from music, try studying or working a different career for a while and after a year or two you'll have learnt alot and grown and you may be able to take those experiences to improve your music. It's your life and your choice, but there's no need for suicide man. Like legit instead of "ending it all" can't you go and record a vid of yourself getting into a fight with another s80 member? That'd be so entertaininh
Jul 9, 2016 Your music really is a--- tho..... At least get a part time or something I mean who's paying for your stuff......
Jul 9, 2016 I can't, I got no job experience and people want experience nowadays... I'm getting social security money so yeah... Any tips on how to make my music not a--- (DJBooth even told me it was a--- so you're not the only one) and how to get a job without any experience?
Jul 9, 2016 Boo hoo dude. Youre not even looking a grocery store or fast food or retail ANY place like that will hire you no experience put yourself out there
Jul 9, 2016 Put the music dreams aside if you don't see a future with them. Be realistic with your future and make it work. The whole 'it could be worse' card is annoying but it is true. Rather than killing yourself, think of all the positives you have by being a male in a first world country. In a sense, you have already won the lottery. Just make the most of your life dude.
Jul 9, 2016 Fast food places and grocery stores and retail places have not contacted me back. Thanks for the honesty, really needed that.
Jul 9, 2016 Call them and ask about your application or stop by and talk to a manager and let them know youre seriously interested in the open position. There's tons of ways my dude.....
Jul 9, 2016 This victim mentality is whats bringing you down, nobody gets anywhere thinking like that. You gotta go find a job, being unemployed is terrible for your mental health, you shouldnt spend that much time alone thinking, do what CoCo said. Dont think that autism will hold u back from getting hired cause it wont, companies get tax benefits for hiring people like you, they are literally begging for ppl like yourself to apply. Yeah Music may not be your thing but you dont have to try to make a career out of it, you can do that s--- for fun if you enjoy it
Jul 9, 2016 While you were feeling sorry for yourself, I think I heard the waahmbulance coming down the street. Go get some medication for your "Poor Me Syndrome" Life is Hard, get the f--- over it.
Jul 9, 2016 Idk what to tell you man I got my own problems. I'm sure you got it pretty good. You're just ungrateful
Jul 9, 2016 Well yeah. I have internet friends and live with my dad but have no social life. I'm not concerned about the job, I'm concerned about my decision making abilities.
Jul 9, 2016 You're lying to us and more importantly, you're lying to yourself. I swear this is every bums excuse for not wanting to get off their lazy a--- and go look for a job. get off the net, go outside and don't come home till you find a job