Feb 11, 2018 Sorry to hear that man. I don't know you so I have no idea but I really hope you'll get through it and find something that makes you feel better again.
Feb 11, 2018 I was never suicidal but I remember my lowest point mentally was right after I graduated high school. Going from hanging with the same group of people every single day to not seeing them for weeks or months (all of us getting jobs, moving away, etc.)... having to generate a new social group, it was rough. felt awful for a really long time. and I was sort of lost and didn't know what to do or where to go with my life at the time. Glad I got out of that head space after a few months. it's definitely not something I'd classify as depression. I don't like using that word because it's a real thing people struggle with. It was more of.. just a sad time of my life.
Feb 11, 2018 When i was 14 i tried to k--- myself... Im glad i didn't die, i would have missed so much stuff ... Thats what i think about everytime i feel suicidal . That i will miss a lot of good stuff with my life.
Feb 11, 2018 i think it be easier if we weren't given a life all of us in heaven away from sickness n suffering the way the world should be
Feb 11, 2018 While you're fast asleep Do you experience nervousness or shakiness inside, faintness and dizziness? The idea that someone else can control your thoughts.Feeling others are to blame for most of your thoughts. Trouble remembering things, feeling easily annoyed and irritated. Feeling afraid in open spaces or in public. Thoughts of ending your life.Feeling that most people could not be trusted. Poor appetite, heart or chest pains? I FEEL LIKE THAT.
Feb 11, 2018 d--- I dont think Ive ever felt a comment more than that in my entire life. Being a 24 year old college dropout with no passion for anything has really gotten me pretty low. Add that on top of never truly knowing what being happy is, this years been a f---ing mess already but I keep going for my family. Could never do that to them. Cheers my man hope its get better for you cause eventually it always will.
Feb 11, 2018 sometimes watching live streams help me get through my depression n anxiety im 23 im going to be 24 in march i recently moved away from my mums place end oflast year ive been throgh so much s--- on top of that time meant to be a christian im not perfect i sin everyday i dont deserve to be here ive moved form city to city every year since i was about 8 ive had 13 schools 1 high school that i dropped out of at 15 due to bullying ive been in hopsital for a collapsed lung because i was underweight at 40kgs in 2012 i had to have surgeory my teeth are all decayed and leave me in n out of pain from day to day and im stressing cause i cant find a job i know time is short on earth i start to think every day more n more whats the ucking point of beingg here but i know there worse place after death many people go there n never escape my only best frind ive know since primary school went mental in his head n started drinking everyday ssniffing petrol and hes f----- now ugh why even talkabout this i know u gys gonna say s--- like yeah whatever cry me a river oh whoa its you i know other people have worse upbringings n problems then me jsut felt like venting i guess maybe this will lead me to ending it someday soon maybe
Feb 11, 2018 this is not the first time I have heard this and all I think is that it would have the opposite affects on me. What live streams do you watch? I was actually saying to my friend yesterday theres like a whole new generation that are saying these things on twitch streams, where as about 5 years ago people were saying those things on youtube music videos.
Feb 11, 2018 no i wont say cry me a river bro, where do you live? i thought petrol sniffing was an exclusive trait to indigenous Australians.
Feb 11, 2018 i live in new zealand yeah my mate he was cool but hes f----- he used to get me to dirnk with him then he got worse sniffing petrol n petrol rags his parents suppourt him eventhough he should be in a mental unit
Feb 11, 2018 well i started watchign a streamer last year called ice Poseidon hes so f---ing funny he goes traveling around the wold n does random s--- talks to strangers on the street its just awesome my friends brother introduced me to his streams last year the thing i lie about him the most is he leaves his house and goes to other countries n gets up to some crazy s--- its pure content and some time i make beats in fl studio when i coming out of anxiety attacks
Feb 11, 2018 thanks man i had a someone tell me a similar thing about the minor sinning stuff yeah ice's streams keep me going on bad days or some good music helps too its crazy to think how many of us in the world suffer from depression anxiety but none of us will speak up about it
Feb 11, 2018 I don't warch live streams or any gaming s--- its not my thing but I've seen this dude before, he's like the most popular right ?
Feb 11, 2018 i wouldnt say most popular and im totally the same with the whole streamer thing dont watch many either hes got a pretty big fan base though
