Jan 24, 2017 that's the plan, but fucken h--- this whole repititive "trump, feminism, m---, m---, m---, feminism, m---, trump, m---, bikies, m---, drug, m---, feminism, trump, bikies" s--- i hear everyday is rly doing my head in
Jan 24, 2017 i'm actually strong consideration for this. i hear that if you apply for a job in retail, you might actually get it in melbourne
Jan 24, 2017 in QLD it's like "hello macdonalds can i please a job?" yeah m8 sure no worries. Oh btw, how old are you? "24" LOL NO WAY c---- YOU COST LIKE 50 BUCK AN HOUR MATE GTFO LOL
Jan 24, 2017 50% chance I'll be dead tbh, other than that I really have no clue. Safe to say had I made predictions about this 5 or 10 years ago I'd have been dead wrong.
Jan 24, 2017 that's the most sensible idea, so far i've been 20 hours without drugs, except ciggies. so im doing pretty good i think. but i have 1 cone and i think im gonna smoke it right now. tbh i probably have some form of mild depression, which would explain my mild insomnia, but cause im cook brained and high all the time i don't notice. or maybe its just lack of motivation from being stuck in the same place for so long. i dunno, but i am improving my fantastical life and i'm like 100x better than what i used to be. but fucken sleeping is such a fucken effort these days i tell ya what.
Jan 24, 2017 If you're a regular weed smoker and then stop, sleeping for the next few days will be very difficult, it definitely gets easier though after a bit, wouldn't hurt to have some kinda sleep medicine to help for these first few nights though. Then again you're about to smoke I saw so never mind lol.
Jan 24, 2017 Uni comes back soon and you're signed up for that right? You'll be so busy by then that the cones will fall to the wayside. I hope.
Jan 24, 2017 Like I told ya last week or whenever m8, you make depressing threads lol. It's all good though, I'm not worried.
Jan 24, 2017 Debt free, hopefully a better girlfriend than the one I have now, or even better.. single.. move out of state cause qld really is trash once you've seen it all.
Jan 24, 2017 lol i know what you mean. but this was like a problem before the weed. Like i've been to the doctors for sleep s--- and i've even gone like months without weed and still had difficulty sleeping. so after like 6 years of fuckery i kinda assume that i have mild insomnia as the doctor said, but weed is a gr8 self medication for sleep lol. dont worry, i'm not some sad sack of s---. i'm happy and all that, it's just cause i'm not working atm and i'm forcing myself to do work that doesn't really give me any type of gain so i'm feeling drained i think. That and i've been smoking weed way less, to try and be more energetic/motivated and have more money etc. i mean honestly if i could go work in some random as f--- joint tomorrow with a bunch of freaks for 12 hours and s-----y pay i would, just cause it'd be something different on a weekday. lol i find myself always busy so the only time for enjoyment i have is the weeds hahaha. like i gotta babysit my brother a fuckload, cause everyone in the middle class is trying to work 2-3 jobs now cause no money, housing bubble inflation s---, economy up the shitter. So pretty much i'm doing art of some kind to build a portfolio, i'm babysitting my brother, im babysitting dad's farm or its a weekend where im not busy and i get mush brained with the boys. that's my life so it's amazing apart from feeling like i spend a lot of time doing s--- for others as opposed to myself, which is why i end up smoking weed all the time because it makes those repetitive things seem more enjoyable.
Jan 24, 2017 oh and yeah, might be studying 30th or mid year. haven't decided yet, but probably mid-year. too much s--- going on right now for me to want to chase up all this s--- within the next 5 days
Jan 24, 2017 Mirtazapine will take care of your mild depression and knock you the f--- out every night and they aren't addictive or abusable
