Nov 8, 2025 at 12:17 PM This post is a long time coming. I’ve been wanting to make it since September but I wanted to wait long enough to make sure that this isn’t just a fluke as so many of my better days seemingly were. Some people may be wondering why I’m making this post or why it’s important. Depression and other mental illnesses are so synonymous with me at this point that they are still being used against me as recently as yesterday despite me rarely ever making posts about these topics anymore. So I figured if I made all those posts in the past documenting my depression, I might as well also post that I’ve conquered it to close this entire chapter. I know people are still gonna bring it up. I know people are still gonna use it against me. I know people are still gonna say I’m having a mental breakdown every time I say or do something they disagree with. That’s okay because none of that offends me and it never did. I brought up all those things about my personal life knowing people would pick it apart because I can handle it, and I wanted to see what kind of people would use it against me. It always says so much more about them than it does about me. That also goes for the people who tried to seem helpful but were actually condescending. I know I’m not always gonna be happy, I don’t expect to be. I still have bad days every now and then. I still have days where I’m irritated and angry, but that’s normal. Those are nothing compared to the wars I was fighting in my head daily for the vast majority of my life. There’s a lot of bad things that happened in my life that I never talked about here. I never really went in depth and talked about how horrible things were truly getting. What I will say is I was fighting off suicidal thoughts all day every day for years and years. There were many times where I got way too close to just ending it all. The amount of self-hatred I had and the dark depths I fell to are almost impossible to quantify. Now I love myself. Now I am spreading light to others in my life. I never think about killing myself anymore. And for the first time in forever, I feel good. It’s been this way ever since September. I haven’t felt depressed at all. I don’t even know what it was about that month, but it was when I truly transformed. This didn’t happen overnight though. It’s the culmination of the personal journey I’ve been on since 2022 to finally fix my mind. Things were getting so bad I knew I had to make a change or else I was gonna end up dead. I gotta shout out the gym. I’ve been working out for most of my life, and that’s one thing that stopped me from going completely insane. But it was never enough to get rid of my depression. I had to get real help. Since 2022, I’ve been on that journey of getting real help. Not only was it getting therapy and finally finding the right medicine for me, but it was also confronting all the demons and fears in my mind head on. It was being patient enough to take baby steps towards my goals. It was subtly hammering positive ideas into my head daily over long periods of time. It was meditation, it was authenticity, it was being honest with myself and others. It was realizing that I’m not as weak and worthless as I thought I was, it was realizing that I actually do matter and that I actually do change people’s lives. It was making people laugh when I couldn’t feel happiness. It was being there for people when I felt alone. It was learning how to be there for myself. It was unlearning limiting and negative beliefs. I could go on and on, but I think I’ll stop here. There’s a lot of things I didn’t say. This post is not to gain sympathy or attention. I don’t need or want people to treat me differently because of this. It’s to finally close this chapter of mental illness. I know there will probably still be days I make sad posts or fall back into my old ways occasionally, but I have a great foundation where I can seemingly bounce back from anything now. This is to show anyone who’s reading this that they can make it through the darkest depths if they want to. I’m living proof that the darkness can be conquered. Thank you to everyone who was ever there for me and thank you for reading.
Nov 8, 2025 at 12:30 PM There’s no such thing as depression. Just weak minded pussys. And I swear you’ve made this post like 5 times in the last few years. “I’m better now!” Ahh stop treating it like some giant hill you’ve had to climb and congratulating yourself for doing what you should have been doing in the first place. I hate gay ahh posts like this. Man up or shut up
Nov 8, 2025 at 3:27 PM ^Says the sissy boy who couldn’t bring his fat a--- up off the couch to get any exercise until he turned 26 or go to the gym consistently until he turned 30 years old. Then you pat yourself on the back for it like “lOoK aT mE gUyS i CaN fInAlLy LiFt mOrE tHaN 5 pOuNdS” That’s gotta be the gayest thread I’ve ever seen you make and that’s saying something. At this rate you will be 40 and way past your prime before you make any actual gains. It makes sense too, you act just like every guy who goes to the gym for one week and thinks he’s tough s---. At least I’ve actually made a change in my life, you haven’t changed one bit. You’re still the same ol boring, r-----ed, contradictory Zebedee except this time you’re a neutered b---- since you’re terrified of getting banned again because of me
Nov 8, 2025 at 3:57 PM Nobody cares about how many times you’ve cried whilst feeling sorry yourself buddy. We get it already. Your mom neglected you and turned you in to a fat sp** virgin that acts feminine online for attention. stop creating threads begging for “glad you’ve changed bro!” Ahh comments
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:08 PM Oooo, looks like I struck a nerve That gym thread is looking awfully dead. Did you give up going to the gym again like the pathetic sack of s--- you are? You should’ve started working out in your TEENS. Now you’re 30 with nothing to show for it. You’re a f---ing failure. You work a dead end job at a factory and make cosplay Eminem and Kanye West music nobody listens to. The clock is ticking. Nobody cares about this gimmick where you sit back, whine, and moan about everything on the forum while providing nothing that’s actually funny, entertaining, or valuable. You aren’t smart, you aren’t breaking the fourth wall, you aren’t impressive. Your ego is way too inflated for someone who’s greatest achievement in life is getting acknowledged by JMG on a dead forum.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:31 PM Sounds to me like you haven’t changed at all lol. Still the same angry, depressed virgin. 6 long ahh paragraphs that nobody acknowledged. Save it for your therapist next time.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:36 PM Congrats Midget!!! I was depressed in 2006 They said Proof go hit I almost lost my s--- I almost went at Will Smith Anybody could have got it back then Wayne, Kanye, and T.I.P This was before Ozempic I had gain more pounds then a British They clown my lyrics, Said Encore wasn’t Illmatic I started popping more Prescriptions Went on hiatus and saw G-Unit End They said Slim was washed again I hopped back in that Gym Brought back Vintage Slim Relapsed and p---- slapped Nick cannon Even Xzibit had to admit it Still riding in 97’ Lincoln Making Gays and Lesbians jealous
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:36 PM Classic “your post is too long”. Another admission of defeat. I’m the opposite of angry or depressed right now. The truth is I get joy out of clowning people like you. I have people who can confirm that. It’s so fun for to tear people apart and then see them retreat back to the same responses they always make that are lowkey just begging me to stop responding. Here’s something short for you: tick tock, tick tock, tick tock…
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:39 PM The day you finally “heal” and “stop being depressed”, you won’t feel the need to post it begging for sympathy and attention from strangers. You’ll just move on with your life without needing the validation. You’ve got a long way to go.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:43 PM your head is all over the place right now lol. I was referring to the OP, not your response. Take some time away to clear your mind. I think you’re lying about the gym too. Could we see some progress pictures?
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:44 PM None of your condescending advice to me is worth a dime considering you are guilty of everything you criticize me of. Literally every time. You criticize me saying I need validation. You post pics of yourself for validation. You post workout videos for validation. You post music for validation. You post women you’ve supposedly slept with for validation. h---, even in this instance you are begging me for validation, trying to show me how cool, smart, and tough you are. Everything you’ve ever done on this forum is for validation. You wouldn’t know anything about healing or manning up when everything you do is for the approval of other men. You’re the gayest person on this forum.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:45 PM I know, r-----. You’re really grasping at straws here lmao No, I don’t need validation from other men like you do.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:49 PM *posts a 6 paragraph long post seeking validation from a group of 20 random men about how he’s not depressed and suicidal anymore* case closed fatty.
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:55 PM You are so desperate for a win that you fail to understand the most basic English. I already stated in OP that this is for my own purposes. It’s to close my own chapter and help others. I don’t give a f--- if anyone validates this or not. I get validation from myself. Says the 30 year old who already stopped going to the gym the moment he made a post about it because he got enough validation to fill the void that working out was filling
Nov 8, 2025 at 5:27 PM Have you tried Anti-depressants. I use to but they started making me go crazy. I was dressing like Shady and rapping at my mirror everyday.
Nov 8, 2025 at 6:52 PM Speaking of fat, I wonder if @theg is still obese. If so he may benefit from some of the advice given in the gym thread.
