Nov 2, 2020

been through h--- and back
Popping twenty gel caps
Just to relax and relapse fast
Got me feelin euphoric
If it gets me high im for it
7 bucks for this i could barely afford it
Im a cheap f--- in a sober living
You don't know the feeling
Drugs so appealing yet im not supposed to
Be close to
Anything that makes me happy the facts be
Without narcotics to be honest
Life isn't that same
even though this over the counter
You can't blame me sobriety is a downer
Not the good kind like opiates
I hope it gets
A little easier without a crutch
Enough i enough
Shouldn't Be doin this stuff
Its restricted like rated r
High as mars spittin s--- for applause
Cuz people feel this
Wanting to get a buzz every minute
I love it its kinda why i like livin
My sickness is vivid

 

Nov 3, 2020

f--- this is dope. You wanna hop a track together?

 

Nov 3, 2020

last time I did dxm I threw up the whole trip and got into an argument w my ex as soon as I peaked

dxm at 2nd/3rd plat was a very nice “turn off ur brain and be happy for a few hrs” type drug when i found that kinda stuff helpful

 

Nov 3, 2020

ah s--- thought this was another druggie thread

 

Nov 3, 2020

I would but can't record i in a halfway house

 

Nov 3, 2020

Ah d--- well let me know when you’re moved out if the trap house and we’ll link up