Dec 19, 2020

Sidenote: i will still post randomly here and there

Where im supposed to go from here?
"if hitler had a keyboard" ...is how i would sum my posting career..i was posting when Big country was tiny island, when immy was still swimming in his father..before em was on drugs..when kanye was a nobdy..before notifications was a thing..you had to work hard to find people who talk s--- to you...posting was a full time career..and i was the monster that wanted people to fear him..i didnt wanna be respected..i wanted fear...no one was safe, even hasman admin friend early on s80 who talked to me funny had to get it, we coulda talked it out, but i chose to post his nudes which he deleted and promised to never use the internet again .. from ruff and ama to dev one to slyk, i seen it all and nothing makes me motivated anymore.

but i was too aggressive, i was young and i was hungry....i know theres nothing funny, in exposing children and new mamas...but i had to put zippy in jail... i didnt want forums to be around me...if you had a forum i would either destroy you or buy you...i didnt want to sign up to forums, i wanted forums to sign me up...i wanted the red carpet i wanted the kneeling i wanted the fame i wanted the attention...but i also wanted the fear, its always the fear that fuel me...trolling people wasnt enough, i had to hire people to stalk people who talked s--- to me...people didnt even understand what they need to do, "you just want me to walk behind x for 3 days?"...i had to let people know whos hand to kiss...whos feet to lick...but....

something funny happened, i came to love you all...i am not sure when the change happened, maybe monsters grow into teddy bears if they are left alive long enough...i want to cuddle now...i am as soft as they get nowdays...you can s--- talk me all you want and i will try to talk it out, i am different, and i think its time for me to pass the torch, but is the torch passable? i feel like this is the end of my era, and because of this....my career began with Em, it has to end with Em....unless he makes another album in under a year...this will be the last thread i ever make....this is my farewell

Side B review (super early i know)
Black Magic 9/10
easily the best surprise in this album...a song about fame i think or fans..not sure...but addictive
Alfred 9.5/10
if it was 2 mins shorter woulda been 10
Tone deaf 10/10
you can drop this in mmlp and no one would know the difference...classic
Book of rhymes 10/10
last verse...enough said
fav b---- 9.5/10
classic
gun blazing 9.5/10
i thought this is a weak song on first listen...little did i know dre knows music more than me...he created another classic
gnat 9/10
classic
higher 10/10
this is one of the best thing Em ever made
these demons 10/10
look at higher
she loves 7.5/10
weakest song..but still b---
Killer 10/10
best hook of Em career
Zeus 9.5/10
Disco 10/10
not sure what to say..i will do something i never did before...im gonna rate Side B as his third best and push SSLP to 4th

Thank you Marshall..you made my life better...i will never pay you back what you did for me...i love you

Until next time @EminemSXN @BestMembers

 

Dec 19, 2020

I guess this is just my way to officially say why i havnt been as active? I will stay posting randomly as i have been for the past year. But i feel i had to say i love yall

 

Dec 19, 2020

Imagine if hitler had a keyboard tho

 

Dec 19, 2020

Guys i will still be around. Just not making threads and be semi active

 

Dec 19, 2020

Side B > sslp

 

Dec 19, 2020

Very emotional post. I feel like we always had the same poster instinct. Not to compare though. You are probably the only poster I would put above myself. I know the feeling when there is nothing left though.. Time to make a retirement section cause I'm right behind you.

 

Dec 19, 2020

Koolo, please do not leave and let this wrong opinion be your last post

 

Dec 31, 2020

Fine u convinced me

 

Dec 26, 2020

He's the dude who broke into Eminem's house earlier this year