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Kid Cudi Best Posts: Kid Cudi Checks into Rehab for Depression and Suicide Urges

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    Oct 4, 2016
    even when he suicidal he drops soty wow what a guy
     
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  2. Boos
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    Boos Nova Nation

    Oct 4, 2016
    "Its been difficult for me to find the words to what Im about to share with you because I feel ashamed. Ashamed to be a leader and hero to so many while admitting I’ve been living a lie. It took me a while to get to this place of commitment, but it is something I have to do for myself, my family, my best friend/daughter and all of you, my fans.
    Yesterday I checked myself into rehab for depression and suicidal urges.
    I am not at peace. I haven’t been since you’ve known me. If I didn’t come here, I wouldve done something to myself. I simply am a damaged human swimming in a pool of emotions everyday of my life. Theres a ragin violent storm inside of my heart at all times. Idk what peace feels like. Idk how to relax. My anxiety and depression have ruled my life for as long as I can remember and I never leave the house because of it. I cant make new friends because of it. I dont trust anyone because of it and Im tired of being held back in my life. I deserve to have peace. I deserve to be happy and smiling. Why not me? I guess I give so much of myself to others I forgot that I need to show myself some love too. I think I never really knew how. Im scared, im sad, I feel like I let a lot of people down and again, Im sorry. Its time I fix me. Im nervous but ima get through this.
    I wont be around to promote much, but the good folks at Republic and my manager Dennis will inform you about upcoming releases. The music videos, album release date etc. The album is still on the way. Promise. I wanted to square away all the business before I got here so I could focus on my recovery.
    If all goes well ill be out in time for Complexcon and ill be lookin forward to seeing you all there for high fives and hugs.
    Love and light to everyone who has love for me and I am sorry if I let anyone down. I really am sorry. Ill be back, stronger, better. Reborn. I feel like s---, I feel so ashamed. Im sorry."
    I love you,
    Scott Mescudi"

     
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    Oct 4, 2016
    i dont like when u talk about music :emoji_slight_frown:
     
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  4. Deadpool
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    Deadpool the end

    Oct 4, 2016
    the f--- im playing madden im not at rehab
     
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    Oct 5, 2016
    why do you talk like this
     
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    Oct 5, 2016
    just hit 30k likes and i wasted it on a f---ing jay zues post smfh
     
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  7. Nav Bhatia
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    Nav Bhatia Bitch, be humble

    Oct 5, 2016
    Cudis music helped ppl I know through some dark s---. Guy shouldn't be apologizing to anyone for taking the time to check into rehab and work on himself. Motm still a modern day classic.
     
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  8. Chad Warden
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    Chad Warden As Ballin As Possible

    Oct 4, 2016
    Cudi helped so many people like myself get through s---. I hope he has someone around him who can help him stay on course.
     
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  9. Alchemist34
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    Alchemist34 DO MY HEAD

    Oct 4, 2016
    As far as I know going into rehab only makes your music shittier

    Stay depressed and on drugs
     
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  10. JG2
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    JG2 Thugger Lover

    Oct 4, 2016
    not a huge fan of cudi but i feel bad for him and wish him the best
     
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  11. Lonny Breaux
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    Lonny Breaux I think my nuts look better on her face

    Oct 5, 2016
    Im proud of him as a fan
    takes a lot of balls to realize you have a problem and get it fixed. Hoping the best for cudi.
     
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  12. Slyk
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    Slyk God made a prophet.

    Oct 4, 2016
    rough time for the guy... havin depression & breakdowns and his only industry friends turn on em, publicly, when he needed em most

    d---, that makes me sad :cry2:
     
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  13. Fire Squad
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    Fire Squad Boss Don Biggavel

    Oct 5, 2016
    http://www.metacritic.com/music/to-p-----a-butterfly/kendrick-lamar
     
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  14. Slyk
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    Slyk God made a prophet.

    Oct 4, 2016
    truth... i realized that we actually hadn't ever bannered Cudi until now. didn't even have an image on-hand. :emoji_sweat: sorry cudder
     
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    Packman

    Oct 5, 2016
    You can spot a Jay Zeus post without looking at who wrote it just because literally nobody else f---ing writes like that
     
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    Alchemist34 DO MY HEAD

    Oct 4, 2016

    Xanax would explain the retardedness of Yeezus and Lexapro would explain the blandness of TLOP
     
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    Cunner belter skelter

    Oct 5, 2016
    f---ing screeching
     
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    Translucent I just slapped Dre

    Oct 5, 2016
    Best of luck to you good sir. s--- is maddening but I'm glad he's finally seeking help. Godspeed Cuddler
     
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  19. Chad Warden
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    Chad Warden As Ballin As Possible

    Oct 4, 2016
    You know if he died I would probably cry. And I'm not alone there. Dude just needs to focus on his daughter and music or whatever makes him happy that's not destructive. Think Cudi is at that age where it's either you push through your depression or it consumes you. :crying2:
     
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  20. Goldy
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    Goldy

    Oct 4, 2016
    cudi finally gets a banner for the worst of reasons
    :hovcry:
     
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