Dec 29, 2016

Regarding your life.

Work/school GOAT
Family/friends GOAT
Love life nonexistent
Health GOAT
Altogether GOAT

9.8/10 would recommend #AllPositiveVibes

 

Dec 29, 2016

Work/School - A 6 probably? Mainly did volunteer work which was nice.
Family/friends - A 10/10. Easily. I'll take the bad with the good any day.
Love life - 0/10, I am still single ready to mingle like a pringle.
Health - Got sick a few times coz of common flu. But aside from that I've been relatively healthy. 8/10.

Altogether - 7/10. The year has had a lot of firsts for me. More good than bad.

 

Dec 29, 2016

f---ing h--- @Cyreides so sorry to hear you have to deal with all that s---.

Don't really know what to say aside from the fact that hopefully 2017 is a better year for you man.

 

Dec 29, 2016

Work/school - 2/10. f----- around way too much and I will be turning it around for the next few years.
Family/friends - 8/10 made some incredible friends this year and my immediate family always have my back. didn't hang out with my old friends enough though and now I am thinking maybe I never will since they never try making plans with me
Love life - 11/10 started dating this incredible girl through work with a great sense of humor and amazing family/friends and great music taste among all things. Literally a dream
Health - no signs of death yet 69/10
Altogether - 8/10. everything is incredible except school and that'll be the comeup in 2017

 

Dec 29, 2016

11/10

Finished highschool, partied with my friends all summer, and been making good money at work all year.

 

Dec 29, 2016

bruh you just made me laugh out loud so imma bump it up to 4.1/10 now

 

Dec 29, 2016

here's hoping

 

Dec 29, 2016

here's some of the highlights:

Spoiler

got diagnosed with ASD (or aspergers) after breaking down at my last job of 9 months and getting fired in dec, but managed to snag a new job on the spot in Jan. and then got fired at said new job like 2 weeks later because of my anxiety. they couldn't actually tell me what i'd been doing wrong on the job, just apparently i seemed too nervous or some bs like that, like I was apparently a deer in headlights? (i JUST started working there tho, ofc i was nervous).

got another job a week later, lasted there like 2 weeks, and then started up with a doctor to try out medication again for the first time in like 7 years... i had a panic attack on it (the first one i'd ever experienced in my life) and ended up trying to k--- myself the same night, and then quit that job the next day because of the whole thing.

mom decided to step in because she could tell things were just not going well... so she paid my rent for a few months, but then my s-----y 1-room, no kitchen-having bed-bug filled ghetto-a--- apartment started leaking from the roof when it rained and my fridge kept breaking down, and I couldn't do my laundry for a month at a time because I was broke... so i ended up moving back in with her.

been constantly stuck alone at home most of the time because I don't know anyone here in Cincinnati anymore, and my mom and step dad are usually gone most of the month for one reason or another, so i'm watching their dogs half the time.

and everytime i've left cinci with her for some reason, we've ended up having to stay at my mammaws house two hours away from here, and my aunt lives on the property as well, and there's a s--- load of drama always happening there so it's just unpleasant, and somehow, for whatever reason, we end up having to stay longer than we intended EVERY single time

the holidays also s----d. thanksgiving i was exhausted and got no sleep for like 2 days, and barely remember any of it except people bitching at each other

christmas was worse tho, same thing happened as thanksgiving, only i also ended up getting into an argument with my mother on the way home christmas night, and then we extended our stay and went to spent the night at my step aunts, and i had a panic attack out of nowhere after things had already been calmed down, and this one was worse than the first one i'd had earlier this year.

also been getting s--- sleep over the past month, have nightmares almost every night since i've been on my most recent new medication (tried like 4 or 5 different ones this year), and for the past two weeks i've been waking up drenched in sweat for some reason

and in between all that, dating/sex life been pure s---. only dated two guys this past year, one my step mom hooked me up with that was INSANELY clingy, and I broke it off with him after like 3 days. and another who was f---ing perfect, and then his roommates brother died and it f----- the whole thing. and i haven't tried since like october because I'm back at my moms

my dad has also been on the verge of divorcing my step mom for the past few months (cause she's sort of a giant c----), so they're always fighting and he's working like 50+ hours a week half the time and helping take care of her 5 kids, so i've slowly drifted away from him cause it gets harder and harder to actually see or hear from him in any way shape or form

also managed to gain a s--- ton of weight and went from my usual 125-130ish to 170 pounds

anyways, i'm rambling, but that's off the top of my head. i'm sure i missed some other bs goings ons

edit: forgot about this gem

Spoiler

some cracked out old dude in my apartment building followed me up to the floor i lived on at like 3 in the morning one night when i got home and was trying to get me to let him do sexual s--- to me or something. it was really f---ing creepy and i thought i was either about to get r---d and/or robbed, thankfully he finally took the hint that i wasn't interested and f----- off.