Jan 13, 2017 I really regret leaving a good company in 2009, I was depressed as h--- and not thinking clearly and made an awful choice...I could still be working at a job I enjoy more and get paid more than my current job if I didn't f--- that up. I also regret having such an awful ending to a friendship that meant a lot to me, this was a while back but never was able to patch things up or end on a positive note and it still bothers me when I think about it. This next one's a much smaller regret but something that relates more to this forum, but I regret not going to the up in smoke tour when it came to town...Dre/Snoop, Em in his prime, Ice Cube, Xzibit...truly a once in a lifetime show. I was young and I'm not even positive my parents would have let me go to a tour called 'up in smoke' that had a big weed leaf on the poster, but I could have tried at least..They did let me go to other rap shows around that same time. I don't even know if these fit 100% with the topic, but whatever it's what came to mind.
Jan 13, 2017 I regret not bashing a few kunts and not having the confidence cause I keep 2 myself 2 have f----- some thots
Jan 13, 2017 just started talking to the GOAT who I've actually went to school with for two years, but my stupid a--- didn't start talking to her before now, and she's moving away for like 8-9 years in half a year fucklmao. though it has actually made me start appreciating time a bit more.
Jan 13, 2017 when i was 14 me and a girl i was friendzoning (not on purpose) were texting, i knew her irl, same school and s---. so we're casually texting and one thing leads to another so she's like "come over here and you'll have some". i didn't go. still regret it till this day cuz she was fine af.
Jan 13, 2017 I once had a chance to see Nas live in Amsterdam (I think) but passed because I had an important test at school. Boy do I regret that
Jan 13, 2017 f--- since you bois getting emotional ... Regret cuffing with probably the downest female I've ever came across.
Jan 13, 2017 So when I went to Europe my junior year in highschool, I met this canidian girl who was kind of into me. The whole trip we vibed with each other and flirted with each other a bit and it was cool. The last location that her and I were going to be together at was in Switzerland so I had to decide whether I wanted to make a move or not lol. She was attractive but she was sooooooooo incredibly stupid. I mean..... stupid to the point where it was unattractive lol. She'd just say the dumbest s--- some times and it'd make me cringe so based on that I decided not to hook up with her. After we separated, she ended up sending me nudes and I instantly regretted my decision. It would have been just a one time thing--should have just gone for it. f--- it... oh well.
Jan 13, 2017 Not being born in a first world country is a waste tbh. a 4/5 chance that you'll be dirt poor.
Jan 13, 2017 i always regret f---ing up highschool but idk why cause im doing fine every year i think about moving to the mainland and doing more schooling and every year im like "f--- im just getting older now" im only 22 and i have midlife crisis' on the daily despite having a p sweet life
Jan 14, 2017 I was a highly college recruited football and track star in high school. I was dominant in both sports in my sophomore and junior years. For anyone who knows football, I averaged about 3 sacks a game in my junior year playing defensive end/linebacker, and in track I was a 4 time state champion and New England champion, and was rated top 15 in the country. However, in my senior year of high school, I snapped my ankle going into our fourth game of the football season during a tackling drill. I fractured 4 parts of my bone and stretched the tendons all the way to the limit. I only played 3 games in my senior year, but I had 16 sacks and a s--- ton of tackles (one game I had 29 tackles). Doctors told me that it would've been better if the tendons tore, because they could've surgically repaired it. However, since it didn't, I needed a ton of PT and rehab. It would've took like 2 years to fully heal. After the injury, a lot of the big time colleges stopped contacting me, so instead of places like Auburn, Notre Dame, FSU, Alabama, etc calling me, it was Monmouth, URI, UNH, Hofstra, etc. I ended up playing in division 3 but I was never the same player. I wish I would've responded better to the news. I should've went to one of the Division 1AA schools who were offering me full rides (honestly, I looked down at anything not division 1A), because they would've forced me into physical therapy, and I would've gotten better and probably had a legit shot to go somewhere with my athletics. I didn't though. My ankle is still s--- now. It sucks cuz I was always a physically gifted athlete, and I still am. Thanks for reading my essay.
