Serious R.I.P. the immature me, long live the mature me.

Started by Inland Empire Rapper, Mar 4, 2020, in Life Add to Reading List

  1. Inland Empire Rapper
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    Inland Empire Rapper My Life, Your Entertainment

    Mar 4, 2020
    Hi. You may not remember me so I'll let my words speak for me.

    I was a popular member, well popular because I was considered a joke, not because I actually put in hard work and effort. I had unpopular opinions, I talked in ghetto slang even though I was clearly white, I put out s--- mixtape after s--- album trying to gain your favors and I blatantly chased popularity instead of just being myself.

    After looking back at my past a while back, I thought of my past actions and said to myself "what the f--- was I thinking?". Even though it didn't warrant an apology, I was stupid, I was racist and most importantly, I was ignorant and I'd like to apologize to SXN80 for this.

    I failed you all, and most importantly I failed the people I love and still respect on this site and from now on, I'm just going to be myself instead of a wanksta.

    This site still has the community unlike certain hip-hop forums/discords and knowing what I did wrong, I promise not to do it ever again for as long as I live. I also promise to provide a fresh start to show that I will be better than the person that I once was.

    If you have something nice to say, say it. If not, say it anyway but in a nice manner, If not then just say it anyway, I don't care anymore... Okay, maybe I still care but it's just a part of me.

    Also @Mike Tyson so sorry to hear about your illness. You were one of the best here, and yeah I was wrong. FUTURE (2017) is a classic and I was just being stupid at the time.
     
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  2. JMG
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    JMG Teflon

    Mar 4, 2020
    f--- off, racist
     
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  3. SHUDEYE
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    SHUDEYE Kerser is the sickest.

    Mar 4, 2020
    I'm gonna f--- your dad.
     
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  4. Inland Empire Rapper
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    Inland Empire Rapper My Life, Your Entertainment

    Mar 5, 2020
    You're pretty much expecting a response so f--- it.

    Autistic Meme is dead, he got killed in Compton while trying to prove to some residents that he was from the hood. Nobody even cared for him anyway, his mixtapes s----d, his albums s----d and he wasn't even notable to begin with.
     
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  5. Ricky
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    Ricky Hip-Hop CEO ™

    Mar 5, 2020
    Is this publicity stunt to promote your next mixtape
     
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  6. Inland Empire Rapper
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    Inland Empire Rapper My Life, Your Entertainment

    Mar 5, 2020
    nah, I just felt sorry for thinking I was the s--- in 2016 and I apologized because I actually looked at it and said to myself. "was I really that lame? holy f--- I must of been the stupidest piece of s--- in history"

    besides, I already released 3 albums that I'm proud of. I'm not going to hype the next one because you know, hype is bs, let the music speak for itself.
     
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  7. Ricky
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    Ricky Hip-Hop CEO ™

    Mar 5, 2020
    Alright then, welcome back mane!
     
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  8. Lucy
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    Lucy #1

    Mar 5, 2020
    G'day gran autismo,

    Just a friendly reminder nobody gives a s---. Put in all the hard work and effort you want - me and half the forum will call you f-- and tell you to get a life. Try less
     
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  9. Inland Empire Rapper
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    Inland Empire Rapper My Life, Your Entertainment

    Mar 5, 2020
    yup. learned that a while back. thank you for the wise advice... I intend to put all my effort into this forum, but under a fresh slate.

    why? I personally want to like start from scratch both as a challenge and to see how it goes a second time. trust me, you will enjoy me starting from the bottom again.

    also I'm thinking of actually donating some money to this place. Unlike a certain discord server owner who never cared for his own hip-hop sever. I'm realizing that with all the regulars here, I feel like @Koolo knows how to run a community that's still fun and active.
     
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    Winter Super Comfy

    Mar 5, 2020
    Glad you’re in a good place, welcome back
     
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  12. DKC
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    DKC hank trill

    Mar 5, 2020
    Welcome back man, we stan user growth @ sxn80
     
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  13. Mudkip
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    Mudkip RIP 3PAC

    Mar 5, 2020
    hey i was just looking for your song a few weeks ago but it was taken down! welcome back

    ♫ i do my dance, like yg ♫
     
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  14. Ordinary Joel
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    Ordinary Joel Found a new way to flow

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