Jan 31, 2018 Happiest - I scored 12 points on basketball practice and i felt like michael jordan, i wasnt expecting to feel that good. I was hella depressed and that came from nowhere! Peaceful - When i had meditated 40 minutes the correct way, it was my first time too and i felt peace like i never felt before and since that day i have been trying to go back to that mindset of having no mindset. Im quitting pills soo if i do this correctly...I will be happy.
Jan 31, 2018 Because they either try to reinforce their self-image (good or bad person) and for that they have to compare themselfs to another person and see themselfs as better. If they see themselfs as worse they will suffer more (comparing better or worse will cause suffering eitheir way). Or they genuinely think im bad. And they will also suffer because when you thinking someone else is bad you will be disappointed or angry. And if you ask for them to change and the other person doesnt change, that can add an extra dissapoointement or anger. Did that answer it for you?
Jan 31, 2018 You telling me that in all of the years of your young life you never had a happy\peaceful moment? I was depressed for most my life and even I can think of some!
Jan 31, 2018 Appreciated homie, that was just a few moments, most my life i was depressed. But things are looking up this year. What about you?
Jan 31, 2018 Probably driving around late nights in my hometown listening to 'dark side of the moon by pink floyd' with my girlfriend (peaceful) Absolute nirvana. Too many moments to be honest, my life is 9/10 right now and i appreciate it very much
Feb 1, 2018 i did $1400 worth of commissions for someone in one month and stupid me at the time didnt make him pay upfront, and he was holding off a bunch of times and making excuses why he couldnt pay so i was very adamant about him paying for the next year and then he finally paid me in full and it was the most money i ever made from drawing to this day i think i was so happy i remember walking to the burger king down the street at 3am, ordered food and cried happily to myself while eating hashbrowns lmao definitely the biggest relief / weight off my shoulders ive felt
