Mar 13, 2020 with sports canceled and life grinding to a halt. let's talk about the biggest regrets in life that we have and what we could of done for lack of a better term. I'll start. I wish that I would of gone somewhere with the skill that I had acquired. I had dreams of being a popular hip-hop producer, I was always told that my beats were better than the actual rhyming or delivery and I had hoped to learn more and produce something that would of defined my whole career. I would of gone to venues, met up with famous artists but thanks to the coronavirus everything has come to a halt and life is going bye bye. Additionally, I wish I wouldn't of obsessed on pointless BS like drama online and trying to be popular. Now that life is going to transition to the internet, I feel like I've wasted time trying to fit in to a society that is now dead. No sports, no politics, nothing except a Mad Max like reality where dominant groups control society and I feel like since I've got autism, I feel like I'm truly fucked in this reality, like... how am I supposed to get people to know me if they can't feel me through the text you know. Your turn, please be as real as possible. It's an honest request, I want to read your soul here, not an internet persona.