Dec 19, 2020 Sidenote: i will still post randomly here and there Where im supposed to go from here? "if hitler had a keyboard" ...is how i would sum my posting career..i was posting when Big country was tiny island, when immy was still swimming in his father..before em was on drugs..when kanye was a nobdy..before notifications was a thing..you had to work hard to find people who talk s--- to you...posting was a full time career..and i was the monster that wanted people to fear him..i didnt wanna be respected..i wanted fear...no one was safe, even hasman admin friend early on s80 who talked to me funny had to get it, we coulda talked it out, but i chose to post his nudes which he deleted and promised to never use the internet again .. from ruff and ama to dev one to slyk, i seen it all and nothing makes me motivated anymore. but i was too aggressive, i was young and i was hungry....i know theres nothing funny, in exposing children and new mamas...but i had to put zippy in jail... i didnt want forums to be around me...if you had a forum i would either destroy you or buy you...i didnt want to sign up to forums, i wanted forums to sign me up...i wanted the red carpet i wanted the kneeling i wanted the fame i wanted the attention...but i also wanted the fear, its always the fear that fuel me...trolling people wasnt enough, i had to hire people to stalk people who talked s--- to me...people didnt even understand what they need to do, "you just want me to walk behind x for 3 days?"...i had to let people know whos hand to kiss...whos feet to lick...but.... something funny happened, i came to love you all...i am not sure when the change happened, maybe monsters grow into teddy bears if they are left alive long enough...i want to cuddle now...i am as soft as they get nowdays...you can s--- talk me all you want and i will try to talk it out, i am different, and i think its time for me to pass the torch, but is the torch passable? i feel like this is the end of my era, and because of this....my career began with Em, it has to end with Em....unless he makes another album in under a year...this will be the last thread i ever make....this is my farewell Side B review (super early i know) Black Magic 9/10 easily the best surprise in this album...a song about fame i think or fans..not sure...but addictive Alfred 9.5/10 if it was 2 mins shorter woulda been 10 Tone deaf 10/10 you can drop this in mmlp and no one would know the difference...classic Book of rhymes 10/10 last verse...enough said fav b---- 9.5/10 classic gun blazing 9.5/10 i thought this is a weak song on first listen...little did i know dre knows music more than me...he created another classic gnat 9/10 classic higher 10/10 this is one of the best thing Em ever made these demons 10/10 look at higher she loves 7.5/10 weakest song..but still b--- Killer 10/10 best hook of Em career Zeus 9.5/10 Disco 10/10 not sure what to say..i will do something i never did before...im gonna rate Side B as his third best and push SSLP to 4th Thank you Marshall..you made my life better...i will never pay you back what you did for me...i love you Until next time @EminemSXN @BestMembers
Dec 19, 2020 Oh nooo. 2020 changing so much things in this world. Thanks for everything K man. Never thought when I first joined in 2011 this would be a forum/site I log in DAILY ever since. Stay safe and healthy and take it easy.
Dec 19, 2020 Not what I wanted to wake up too ): Any way, thanks for making a place to come to and talk about my favorite artists. I joined in 2015 and was basically obsessed with it for a solid 2-3 years. I don’t post as much as I used too but I always come by when any news about Eminem Kanye or anyone I like pops up. salute
Dec 19, 2020 Been here since studioleaks. Off and on poster. Always dig your input and what you’ve done for the community. Salute man. Hope to see you come out of retirement sometime in the future. Won’t be the same without you.
Dec 19, 2020 Even though I don’t post much, I’ve been with you since 2011 (and even in the old forum.. I don’t even remember what the name was). Thanks for the ride, man. All the best
Dec 19, 2020 So now u and solo both leaving? Time to resolve the issues, we need u both back posting f/t
Dec 19, 2020 C'mon, I'm still emotionally wrecked by last Mandalorian episode and now this? Sad hours. We never really talked like that or interacted too much, just a few small talk convos here and there, but it was always fun to be around. Farewell man, may the force be with you and see you on Monday!
Dec 19, 2020 I guess this is just my way to officially say why i havnt been as active? I will stay posting randomly as i have been for the past year. But i feel i had to say i love yall
Dec 19, 2020 @Koolo what em is to u, u are to all of us when it comes to message boards. True legend and glad u'll still be around. #NETGOD
