May 30, 2017 I honestly want to know. Did any of you really like my music? Did any of you really like my posts? Did any of you like my looks or my f---ing ugly hairline or my f---ing terrible voice? Just asking cause I seem to be treated as a joke and a stupid f---ing idiot.
May 30, 2017 Why does nobody tell me this s---, why do they let the fame get to my head? Come on, I'm honest with all of you; why can't you be honest with me?
May 30, 2017 I believe that there's two types of criticism. constructive critcism and destructive criticism. constructive criticism pin points exactly what might be wrong with your original music and it usually gives you helpful tips and advice as to what kind of improvements you could make to your original music to fix the problems you might have and make your music better. A lot of people don't know how to give out that type of criticism (especially when it comes to music) so they either voice their honest opinion about it or they lie to you. and they're is a huge difference between doing that and flat out telling someone their music's garbage for the purpose of making them feel like s---, which is totally unacceptable to me. and it's good to keep in mind that music has been, and always will be subjective. just because someone thinks your music sucks doesn't everybody else will, but it takes a lot of maturity on the artists part to take negative criticism with a grain of salt and ask the questions "what's wrong with my music and what improvements do I need to make on it to make it better"?" but that doesn't take away from the fact that they still might get hurt by it (and it's really up to them as to whether they wanna listen to that kind of criticism or let it go through one ear and right out the other and continue to do what they love to do).
May 30, 2017 just tell me my music is f---ing garbage; I've had people tell to other people that I'm untrustworthy, that I'm dishonest and that I'm a person with malicious intent... decency is overrated, I just want direct contact face to face now. don't do this s--- behind my back man.
May 30, 2017 -sigh- Dude. LISTEN. IT. IS. A. FORUM. You don't know these people. They don't know you. They're 500x500 icons on a computer screen, just stop giving them the satisfaction of s--- like this. You've gotta take everything with a grain of salt. I used to get all bothered by autistic jokes, but I realized that, at the end of the day, I don't really know these people IRL and what they say has no real lasting impact on my life. So every time someone online says to me, "You're a f---ing gay fa----" I say "It's only gay if you make it, sweetie. " or better yet, I f---ing ignore it. Seriously. Nobody cares if you don't.
May 30, 2017 forum, irc chatroom, same thing... you're lucky to have friends @Copper. I've had no real friends, in fact I only have 2 true friends. I know this is a forum but I'm just annoyed that I'm realizing this s--- now, and other forums will be the same as this one.
May 30, 2017 1. Beg staff to delete this thread 2. Go do something (Hobbies, workout, whatever) 3. Don't log in for like 24 hours or something You'll get over it
May 30, 2017 my life is empty as f---... I went to internet school for middle school, I was not liked by my high school in tustin... you're on "America's Got Talent", I can't even get on "America's Got Talent". I'm amazed really at how people are better than me.
May 30, 2017 If youre serious than For the sake of your mental health...go outside, meet real people & stay far away from the internet.
May 30, 2017 I want my f---ing ID back that I lost in Pomona. I want to drink the s--- out of my life. This isn't because of the forum, this is because my life and my personality is s---.
May 30, 2017 welcome to Eastvale, CA where all the people are commuters and there are no real people to talk to. Suburbs really s--- for meeting real people.
May 30, 2017 Just say f--- it, put Monster by Future on repeat, and start working out and get the best d--- 6-pack on this side of the Mississipi. That's what I did when people called me a b---- for trying to get over a girl and it's great, tbh
May 30, 2017 I am going to the gym but what is that going to change? I should really be more suspectable to the things that people enjoy like movies and TV shows but I really can't shut off my brain.
May 30, 2017 living in the suburbs isnt an excuse, hop in an uber and go to the city and meet people there and network.
May 30, 2017 I owe $60 f---ing dollars to Uber cause my girlfriend did a round trip... I take public transportation to the city but then there's nobody really there except people who only exist to be a part of a clique. I already met all the decent people I could meet in Riverside, CA. You people think I'm made of money, you people think I can do anything I want. I can't.
