Nov 8, 2015

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Nov 8, 2015

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I don't really have any advice that I can give you that will be of much help. Do you possibly have access to a counsellor of some sort that you could discuss these things with and maybe seek advice from? I hope you feel better soon.

 

Nov 8, 2015

d---

 

Nov 8, 2015

Look, you're 13... your d-ck will work soon enough. stay strong brother!

 

Nov 8, 2015

Woah calm down there b, d---.

 

Nov 8, 2015

You can't just go and talk to him or something?

 

Nov 8, 2015

I remember when my mum couldnt pay the bills... was fun, we actually had to work a little harder till we got on our feet.

 

Nov 8, 2015

Forreal your life sounds exactly the same as when I was your age. Embrace it, It was fun. You arnt like the rest of the brainless sheep out there

 

Nov 8, 2015

I mean we didnt rlly work, we had the joys of centrelink.

 

Nov 8, 2015

ya, live in the dark for a month until u got enough welfare ahahah

 

Nov 8, 2015

Hmm, i don't know where you live and s--- but i don't think they want to get you on trouble, they are there to help. Then again i have no idea what the things are..
Stuff like this sucks a---.. but really i don't think you should give up, i know a story about a friend who's been through h--- but i don't really want to talk about it since it's not me, but if you feel like something like this could inspire you you can pm me (this is kind of a reach though but i don't know what else to say)

 

Nov 8, 2015

One thing you gotta learn kid is this

Everything's mental. Your mind can be your best friend or worst enemy. It's all about attitude my brotha and that all stems from your head. So use your brain to work with you rather than letting it bring you into an abyss of depression

 

Nov 8, 2015

You sound like you're at that age when you start questioning everything. I've been there. Life can get to a breaking point, and at that breaking point you have a few choices. One of them is to give up. That's the harsh reality of it. You get told that life is whatever you make it, and even when you take the correct steps forward to achieve what you want, you will still get disappointed. This is something we all have to face. You know poverty, you know how it is to have nothing, to see what nothing does to a person. I'm just taking guesses here, but I think the reason you can threaten guys who can beat you up is because mentally, you are on a different level. They don't get struggle, at least that's what your sub conscious thinks. Since you're aware of how dumb it is to threaten people who can beat you up, I'm confident that you will have the same logical approach to suicide. Yeah, you'll threaten to do it, but you know that it would be dumb. Telling us your issues shows that you are on the right path, it isn't any different from fixing a car, you've found the problem, now you must find out how to fix it, and it isn't impossible. Spend some time with yourself or any friends you have left for awhile, come back to women when you're not stressed, suicidal and anxious.

I'll tell you this, as some side advice: Get a hobby. You listen to music, that's good, but it isn't enough all the time IMO. You should try to catch up in school if you're a bit behind. Exercise too, it builds your confidence, helps regulate your sleep schedule, and gives you a natural high.

Good luck bro.

 

Nov 8, 2015

 

Nov 8, 2015

although i believed for the most part in the whole everything is in your head and so on thing, i started to doubt it lately. Like i know so many people with so-called bad attitude towards a lot of things and they still kind get away with it in the end and everything is fine with them. And then i have some friends that have really positive optimistic attitude/viewpoint and they always struggle with some s--- and life beats them down somehow. I know attitude is important but i think a lot of people overestimate how much of an effect it has on your life.


Sorry @The kid for going offtopic, but this kinda bugs me

 

Nov 8, 2015

@Chad Warden what do you think? i know u keep it real for the most part

 

Nov 8, 2015

Listen man... I'm sorry to hear that, really. You have to be strong no matter of what.
Life is f----- up sometimes. Recently I've been goin through some s-----y times too, and I can tell you this: Try to stay positive. It'll help, believe me.

 

Nov 8, 2015

The ontological fallacy of expecting a light at the end of the tunnel, well, that's what the preacher sells, same as a shrink. See, the preacher, he encourages your capacity for illusion. Then he tells you it's a f---ing virtue. Always a buck to be had doing that, and it's such a desperate sense of entitlement, isn't it?

You see we all got what I call a life trap, a gene deep
certainty that things will be different... that you'll move to another city and meet the people that'll be the friends for the rest of your life... that you'll fall in love and be fulfilled... f---ing fulfillment... and closure whatever the f--- those two f---in' empty jars to hold this s--- storm. Nothing's ever fulfilled, not until the very end. and closure. Nothing is ever over.

I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self-aware. Nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself - we are creatures that should not exist by natural law... We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, that accretion of sensory experience and feelings, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody's nobody... I think the honorable thing for our species to do is to deny our programming. Stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction - one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.

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Nov 8, 2015

These are all very in-depth theories of life, but I notice you're all missing one key concept...

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DEEZ NUTS

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